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Welcome to Self Co is absurdist comedy that was born out of the idea that having a mental illness like depression or anxiety often feels like having a full time job. In the same way that many people have little power in their work places; with demanding hours, authoritarian bosses and demeaning, stressful and tedious tasks, the way many of us work today also causes us to develop mental illnesses like depression and anxiety.


After two successful seasons in Auckland, Welcome to Self Co will be part of the Laughing Horse Free Fringe at the Edinburgh International Fringe Festival in August.

In 2017 Welcome to Self Co was developed as part of the Atawhai Festvial run by Borni Te Rongopai Tukiwaho, which is a festival aimed at promoting mental health awareness in the arts. The script was workshopped with dramaturge Amanda Rees and the play had it's first season at Garnet Station Tiny Theatre to 80% audience capacity. We received a glowing review from Genevieve McLean in Theatreview who called it 'tenacious'.

Earlier this year we had our second season at the Auckland Fringe Festival and performed once again at Garnet Station. Of the four nights we performed we were sold out twice and overall had 85% audience capacity. Several people from the Mental Health Foundation attended and a brilliant review was written of play and published in their internal bulletin calling the play 'important...incisive commentary'. We we were also reviewed by Craccum 'serious belly laughs,' Flora Gosling: 'throughly entertaining' and Seriously Journal: 'the laughs flowed throughout the show.'

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Review

Mental Health Foundation - Nicola Corner

In my experience, some of the best plays are the ones that are open to interpretation. They move us beyond the theatre to the discussion afterwards, and to new perspectives.
I found Welcome to Self Co to be one of those shows. Inventive, witty and satirical, the play centres on Louise, a young woman who, after being hounded by an inner voice telling her she “must be productive”, finds herself a new office job. As the audience soon discovers, however, this is not just any job. The job interview swears a commitment to a life of stress and Louise’s first assigned task is to give herself a panic attack. Induction then involves practicing selling “existential dread” to a client. The positions description, condescendingly narrated by her manager, reads:
Do you have what it takes to become our next DEPRESSION SUPERSTAR? We are looking for a super inefficient, dedicated team member to join our established brand. Our ideal candidate will be an anxious, stressed out individual with excellent self-loathing and low motivational skills, pays high attention to the negative details and a willingness to waste their time and give up on their dreams and goals.
In brilliantly sardonic fashion, the play then follows Louise as she sells depression packages to “Welcome to Self Co clients”, all while dealing with an overbearing manager whose entire job appears to be predicated on tearing down any feelings of enjoyment, confidence or self-worth. Though this sounds heavy, the play stays away from being overly serious, revealing its depth through entertaining, over the top characters and clever satire.
Yet, as anyone that has had a draconian boss or felt consumed by the pressures of working life can relate to, the extreme scenario at Welcome to Self Co could easily be read as a caricature of the strain that working life can sometimes exert over our mental health. Louise loses touch with her friends, obsesses over work after hours and is called in for menial tasks over the weekend. When her manager suggests Louise take a break and go on holiday, she is told to fill it with drugs and alcohol. In a context of growing workplace stress, it’s incisive commentary.
Yet, another closely linked interpretation that a friend and I discussed after the show explored the notion of mental illness as the full-time job in and of itself. Phrases like “the daily grind” and the “treadmill” have a traditional workplace association, yet the metaphors could easily carry across to the work that is put into managing a condition like depression. Just like a treadmill, there can be the feeling of being trapped on a plane that you can’t seem to get off, of being sapped of your physical and mental energy, of constantly pushing to regain control. And the experience of having to do this, day after day, can feel exactly like a “daily grind”. In this sense, the play could be read as an exploration into the “work” of mental illness, with the packages that Louise is selling to clients day in and day out really being sold to herself. A striking example of this in the play was reflected in a scene where Louise is asked to sort through files, grouped according to their particular affliction: self- loathing, existential dread, self-destructive behaviour. Through the mundane symbolism of sorting files, the scene felt like a poignant reflection of how mental illness is not always punctuated by dramatic events, but rather can also manifest in the same thoughts and habits circulating day by day, to the point of almost numbing routine.
It’s these complexities that make Welcome to Self Co so important. It’s funny for sure, and it’s superbly acted, but more importantly it opens up dialogue on a much needed conversation. It’s worth seeing - whatever your interpretation may be.

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Craccum - Milly Sheed

Mental illness is an intricately difficult subject to broach when devising a performance. Even more so, when introducing comedy onto the stage. Hope Kennedy-Smith smartly manages both in her production of Welcome to Self Co. This play expresses the brutal rigidity of mental illness. It presents the monotonous reality of the corporate workplace, balanced cleverly with the agility of comedy. We see protagonist, Louise, willingly plunge into the servitude of mental instability, and come to true defiance of its grip over her life. The play provides a fresh perspective of mental illness and its function. Kennedy-Smith does an incredible job of subverting our ‘standard’ perception of mental illness as a black-and-white issue, and muses that mental illness is more a societal burden, much like a job, rather than a “choice”. By personifying Louise’s struggle with mental illness as a “shitty office job”, the reality of mental illness, from a seed to a raging fire, is laid bear. I was forced to recognise the impact of mental illness, in a way both relatable and highly intriguing. Boldly, the play establishes mental illness, and our ability to carry on daily life as best we can, are inextricable concepts. Comedy not only made this play attractive and, lets face it, light-hearted in the face of extremely heavy undertones, but created an intelligent irony. Millennials are not unknown for the ability to mask traumatisation with laughter. This play magnifies this ideology, tenfold. A stark juxtaposition throughout, between gags and brazen theatricality, and mental disease; made this play sobering relatable; a slight nod towards a societal need for the responsibility of mental illness. Kennedy-Smith was not ashamed to be vulnerable in the presence of onlookers. Capturing my attention whole-heartedly, she beautifully presented the layers and complexities of mental illness. With very few props or set design: Kennedy-Smith creates some serious belly-laughs, as well as confronts us with the reality of mental illness, in a society fraught with mental labour. Enjoy your “on-boarding.”

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Theatreview - Genevieve McLean

Hope Kennedy Smith has written a show as a contribution to the Atawhai Festival that evokes the dull squirm of mental illness as it might sit in the corporate workplace.  This carries an uneasy reflection on the universal state of unwellness that might pervade the isolated existence of any young person who finds themselves trying to do the right thing by taking a job in an office – whether as a Customer Service rep for a large company on the phones, or at a computer desk – and questioning the time they give away to the corporate world. 

The Atawhai Festival, created by Borni Te Rongopai Tukiwaho, has centred mostly at Te Pou theatre in New Lynn, but the Tiny Theatre at Garnet Station is well purposed to host small theatrical works, and works in development, as an ‘off-off-off-Broadway' kind of space. 

With a very simple set, and support from director Patrick Graham, Kennedy Smith puts words in the air that reflect the meaningless oppression of the workforce without creativity, without solution and without escape. 

On the wall behind her are the many tasks she is set to achieve. In this corporation, the nature of the work is to suffer and any real-world context of what exactly the job is, is ignored amid a sea of manila folders:  Shame;  Under Achieving;  Irrational Fears;  Wasting Time;  Insomnia ... 

The show is demure and linear, taking the almost stupefied protagonist to the brink of despair, but even the despair is couched in a banality that falls short of any emotive turmoil.

I would suggest that it is a difficult task to make theatre about mental health.  The jury is still out on the meanings and impetus of the words we use in discussing mental health issues, because the whole gamut of mental health has not been a regular discourse – and that will be evident in the reasoning behind making a festival of this nature.  Atawhai means to show kindness, caring, and the Festival succeeds in its community and its willingness. I hope very much it becomes a regular occurrence.  

The Boss in Our Lives is very honest in its approach and its message, effectively reminding us that the main tonality of mental health issues, as they are suffered by a majority, is of suffocating and disabling rigidity.  It may lead to desperation and awful demanding choices, but the apparent aspects of mental health are often quiet. 

Quiet. ‘Not waving but drowning' is the main social message I receive as a reminder from this show.  In fact drowning is a great analogy for this warning because it also happens silently, and often when we least expect it.  

Between the worlds of anxiety as it exists in the personal and the corporate worlds, we may see a multitude of people who are suffering from mental health issues. But when issues are compounded, or when the supportive aspects of life – as in friends, family, creative endeavours – are missing, the protagonist turns inward rather than outward and a kind of push-me pull-you thought process invades her head.

A simple show to a simple purpose, it nevertheless provides some hefty food for thought.  I will refrain from critiquing the stagecraft, except to say that Jaqui Whall and Sarah Mules host a great presence on the edge of the stage and their further involvement in the dynamic of the show would probably enhance Hope Kennedy-Smith's performance. Conversely it's possible the show could mould itself into a one-woman show. 

However I mostly see it as an existentialist nightmare, linear in context and absurd in its entrapment. And in the tradition of great existential constructs, it would be good to see further development in character and character relationships, even if they are unsolvable and open-ended. A counterpart of joy does emerge very briefly, in the curtain call.

One tenacious aspect of this work is the theme of greater society's responsibility in mental health.  A prominent theme that is bound to come out of a mental health festival of arts (which has included seminars, workshops and poetry performances as well as theatre) is a closer look at the membranes of responsibility and accountability between those suffering, the organizations designed to help them, and the wider community. 

This is a large topic but it's important to get those conversations happening.  To extend the ‘corporation as psychopath' theme – read Joel Bakan, The Corporation: The Pathological Pursuit of Profit and Power, or watch the movie – there's a powerful and important discourse to be had in New Zealand in direct relation to our political structures as they have unfolded over recent years.   

It's been thrilling in the last couple of weeks to see so many New Zealanders at all financial levels and walks of life acting with a determination to have and continue those conversations.  Government certainly cannot be run as a corporation without a devastating effect on its people.  And people cannot run as a cog in the machine without mental health ramping up into a national disaster that rings bells for international watchdogs.  One thing that has been evident from Government in New Zealand over the last nine years is an attack on intellectual thinking, critical thinking in education and on the arts and performance industry. 

Borni Te Rongopai Tukiwaho's Atawhai Festival puts a case for more drama in the theatre and a little less, perhaps, in the police cells, the jails, the overflowing hospital emergency wards, the funeral parlours, and the busting-at-the-seams mental health organisations of our country.

The Boss in Our Lives runs for one more evening at the Garnet Station Little Theatre, at 8pm tonight (Saturday the 28th October). 

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DEPRESSION IS A FULL TIME JOB – YEAH, NO KIDDING!


Do you hate your boss? Do you hate the company you work for? Ever feel that you’re not valuable? That you haven’t lived up to all you should be? A job at Self Co will suit you perfectly!


Coming all the way from Aotearoa New Zealand Theatrewhack presents Welcome to Self Co, an absurdist comedy from 15th-26th August at The Pheonix, as part of the Laughing Horse Free Festival at the Edinburgh Fringe.


Director Patrick Graham (Pardon Me Alan Turing; Hippolytus Veiled) and writer and actor Hope Kennedy-Smith draw from their own experiences with mental illness for this dark comedy, which offers a riotous snapshot into a dysfunctional office environment.


At a time when precarious and unpaid work, zero-hour contracts, stress-fuelled toxic workplaces are commonplace and increased rates of depression are on the rise Welcome to Self Co challenges audiences to not only come to a deeper understanding of what depression feels like for those experiencing it, but also one of its causes – the way we work today.


Co starring Michaela Spratt as the awful boss we’ve all had, and introducing Tatiana Daniels as the “manic” in manic depression in her first time acting on the stage, Welcome to Self Co’s entire cast and crew have all lived and survived through mental illness - and are perfectly placed to show you exactly why that’s hilarious.



Edinburgh Fringe Festival details

Wednesday August 15-26th, 5.15pm at The Phoenix

46 Broughton Street, EH1 3SA.
Free

Contact: For all media enquiries/photos please contact: Hope Kennedy-Smith, +64 21 644 806, h.kennedysmith@gmail.com

  

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Wednesday 15th August everyday till Sunday 26th August 2018, 5.15pm at The Phoenix, 46-48 Broughton St, Edinburgh EH1 3SA *FREE*

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